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Wednesday, February 28, 2007
i painstakingly deleted each and every one of my bday smses, with many many heartaches screw my phone, with its very limited memory space :( going home under the rain was cool, and cooler if my music didnt die out on me :( wet from head to toe. enjoyed it. i still cant get over the info some people told me yesterday... (protecting identity) hurr, im still quite.... disoriented. to put it in a not so nice way, im quite disgusted. some ppl will know what i mean. 哪里才会有离开你的出口 就算真找到出口 能往哪里走？ love this song. Saturday, February 24, 2007 spending the time with shushien and wenyi(mostly) was real fun :) i miss hwachong boarding sch! it is DAMN COOL :) we sat on the HUGE track and looked up at the sky. no stars, cos it was cloudy. anyway it was supposed to be peaceful, but thanks to my big mouth, i made all three juniors scared. afterall, we were stranded in this really dark and huge open area. afternoon was study session. eh, didnt study much, hahaha. completed some math though. was feeling achy and sleepy throughout. newfriend and i are both sick, we had to use writing to communicate. lol. no blogging mood. considering to close down my blog. like for two months or smth. (wont delete my blog, there are too much memories!) and maybe change my song or smth. Thursday, February 22, 2007 whatever that happens tomorrow.. god bless. Wednesday, February 21, 2007 lethargic with a voice half lost, and many stuff to worry about. someone just save me. Sunday, February 18, 2007 shall be here before i go off to msia! just came back from the esplanade, where the river ang pow or what ever you call it was at, in chinese chun dao he pan :D nice place, i should say. going there again after my cousin come to sg. saw quite a few people! jiahang, fenglin, keatying, mengtian.. june was there i heard but i didnt see her. felt very happy! the only disappointment wast that none of them dared to take the extreme rides with me :( saw the fireworks while we drove away! goodness so pretty :)) afternoon had a conference call meeting with wendy anges xuezhen. contents private. haha, what a waste, supposed to meet up at COMPASS POINT (much to xuezhen and i's advantages) but in the end wendy had to go pray and anges had tuan yuan lunch. was in quite a few laughing fits in the conv, with many solemn and awkward and sensitive times too. but at least it was productive (though it wasnt at many parts) waking up at 6 to prepare to go msia.. kinda early! -yawns- shit things do happen. just learn to accept... HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR PEOPLE! :D XIAOWEI LOVES ALL OF YOU :)) Friday, February 16, 2007 last day before the four day holidays! didnt attempt to even bring my file... decided to let myself enjoy the holiday mood. mass was hmm alright, performances were great (esp the scholars! love them!! they rock!) and sang a few damn high songs! lessons after that were a bore.... slept two times :( gave xuezhen a lift home after cca and went str to changi for steamboat at my aunt's new house! their condo damn stylo... played pool with my cousin. the pool room is just a few steps away from his unit (he lives on the ground floor) and he plays everyday -envious- anyway for the first game i won him and he was so malu to have lost to a noob :D but subsequently he won lahhh. reached home just in time for my meeting. wanted to sleep. anyway it should be interesting :) whats cool is that other than guolaoshi whos using a blue font, the rest of us i.e. xuez wendy anges and i all have black fonts :D speaking of wendy reminds me of this morning, we were walking up the staircases to our class when we saw a CAT! can imagine her reaction.... -hides!- lol. wanting to enjoy a happy cny doesnt seem easy. bahhhh. Wednesday, February 14, 2007 not being able to see my blog has taken away my desire to come here! its been two or three days and surprisingly i dont miss this. im gonna get so fat after all the chocolate feasts today! nvm, tomorrow's got foodrationing. just in time! glad to realise that i have got enough vday gift for everyone i want to give! didn see some ppl, so gave other ppl instead :D some ppl came at the wrong time... but li3 qing1 qing2 yi4 zhong4! i hope ppl will like my gift :D i still have one left! so gangganghao... happy valentine's day ppl! :D Sunday, February 11, 2007 blogger still sucks. no. google sucks :( i miss the song on my webpage! it feels different listening from windows media player. anyway did i mention i love tank? :)) went for flute today, with nf again(it has almost become a routine. better not get used to it haha). my flute lesson was more than an hour today! the students before and after me both couldn make it. and my flute teacher gave super funny statements on nf! -guffaws- home and -guiltily- watched huayang epi12 on youtube! didnt make it through the episode though... cos of my lousy computer. tried to study math, do some private stuff and do english but :( who loves homework anyway. busy day tomorrow. hope to get most stuff done! walao eh, after moving to google, the blogs die! no pages can be opened. THIS IS SO SUCKY. im SO ANGRY!! (cos my blog's my life) supposed to make pineapple tart at liyi's house yesterday but we ended up playing :D 叶佩仪的仪啊，仪表的表啊，表现的现啊，现在的在啊，在场的场啊，场地的地啊，地上的上啊，上帝的帝啊，地面的面啊，面条的条啊，条条有理的理啊，礼仪的仪啊，仪态的态啊，态度的度啊，度过的过啊，过度的度啊，渡河的河啊，合并的并啊，并肩作战的战啊，战场的场啊，场面的面啊，面包的包啊，包罗万象的象啊，相片的片啊，片段的段啊，段落的落啊，落下的下啊，下来的来啊，来者是谁的谁啊，随便得便啊，便当的当啊，当时的时啊，时时刻刻的刻啊，刻苦铭心的心啊，心心相印的印啊，印章的章啊，蟑螂的螂啊，狼来了的了啊，乐翻天的天啊，天伦之乐的了啊，乐开怀的怀啊，怀里的里啊，里面的面啊，棉线的线啊，献身的身啊，生孩子的子啊！ oh goodness! i still remember!! its so damn long! and peiyi is damn fast! a few funny things happened... including the time when we sang and the sneeze! ahahha.. inside joke. had fun yesterday :) about today, i'll come back later. and i hate google! Saturday, February 10, 2007 back from chinatown, beat. the place is not only squeezy like hell but also crazily stuffy. and i love tanks album :) thanks one diligence for the cake and celebration today :) happy birthday chia ern too!  part of one diligence and part of counsellors :) i love them! at jacks place, me and the shingoon toy!
Thursday, February 08, 2007 its a wonderful day, i want to remember it forever :) half witnessed a motorcycle accident first thing in the morning... blood was flowing fast from the rider's body, and he was struggling to get up. didnt get to see anymore as my dad drove away. was quite bothered the whole journey. ziqin called to say she wanted to talk to me about cca stuff at the roofgarden... which set me thinking cos since we're in the same class, why couldn we talk in class :// obviously got something on haha. her questions were very lame and in the end we just laughed all the way back to class larh. i was kept outside class for quite awhile before charmaine came out with a balloon and burst in front of me! she said it was to start my day with a BANG. hahha, goodness. there was a clover pasted on the floor when i stepped into the class, explained by charmaine that i will have good luck all year round.. haha! and to my surprise saw weiling liyi charmaine jacq chuwen monica crowding around my very full table! my bday cake was actually hotcakes with candles, ahhaa quite creative :D they pasted this green paper onto the wall beside my table and it damn rocks! (: before going for assembly had a kind of exercise while i was being chased after with a balloon and a nametag. laypeng xiaopeng shushien and xuemin came up, thanks for ur gifts and wishes! had hotcakes for recess, ahaha. people from other tables were staring. started to get nervous right after recess and was counting down to karen the arrival of assembly T_T anyway it went alright for me, though i jumped a few lines. didnt lose my nerve, shook but no one saw, hahahah! i know i did myself justice, but im sorry to have disappointed you, purity, and 1diligence. after school went for a meal with mons and xuezhen! goodness it was damn fun :D the usual topics, haha. i seriously enjoyed it, thanks my love! dragged our time in jacksplace; i think we spent like three hours there? :D vomited when i got home. must be that crazy bus ride :( really want to thank you people for making my day so special :) liyi, charmaine, peiyi: dan and maine sorry to hear yall woke so early! i enjoyed the hotcakes, and i LOVED TANK'S 2ND ALBUM! the photo album too, i'll slowly fill it up. thanks for the effort. yall are so sweet! peiyi's letter made me laugh :) liyi's letter made me barf. HAHA JOKING :) just for rhyming's sake. LOVE! charmaine, weiling, jacq: the big green paper so damn rocks! xiexie :) weiling: i cant bear to use the towels. and ur letter + pictures are so so sweet. i feel so blessed reading it :) the book where you wrote on every page made me feel so bad that you put in so much effort! xiexie ni... monica: the 'soft' card you made was so PRETTY :)) i love it! alot! and goodness, that fahrenheit poster!! oh i think im growing fat from ur cake :D anges: ahhhh the book was so so so nice, i feel guilty that you spent so much time on it! i love the content, the design and all! hen hen piao liang :))) i will treasure it alot alot, thanks for everything! we shall sing tog soon! xuezhen: ur letter rang wo gan chu hen duo... i do still treasure you as a friend. we have drifted but i know i have not lost you :) thanks for this wonderful day. wait for my reply! chuwen: you did well in ur speech today! congrats :) thanks for coming to my class so early today and for wishing me on time! remember, i love nobody :) xiaopeng and laypeng: oh goodness! yall are damn cute! a green box with loads of green things inside(including two leaves -_-)! i know yall tried to color out the prices... i shall leave the details to future paijus :D xiexie so much! ai ni men <3>jacq, jinghan, kuanyu, ziai: thanks for the bottle of stars! it brightened up my day :) and jacq ur letter was so green, it blinded me :D love you all! june, keatying, cecilia: ohman, you people so rock! the four fahrenheit posters sent me screaming like MAD!!!! lovelove! the pencilbox is really cool too! thankyou so much! po fei le. xuemin: i opened ur present in class today, its very very pretty :) thanks alot! and the big blob of green letter.. hahaha! hen green. xiexie alot. cheryl: thanks for the biscuit/cookie! it tastes REALLY GOOD :) jieying, xilei, jingying, elizabeth, evonne: goodness, the two jys and xilei! the shingoon puppet from goong is so so so cute! :D i love it (xuezhen loved it too) so much! you guys are so sweet, my twocharity buddies :) thanks for all ur wellwishes, i love you all! and of course, thanks jasmine, kelvin, vivian, harkhui, newfriend, serene, fiona, xiuqi, kairou, nicole, shiying, yunjie, rachel, joey, nicea, nerissa, siming, wenyi, weimin, kelly, luiza, honghwee, sarah, sheng, huier, huansheng, jiayi, 4purity and two other one diligence girls whom have yet to tell me who they are, for ur wishes :) its nice to know you people cared :) of course, not to forget, HAPPY BIRTHDAY OLIVIA TOO!!! thanks everyone for making my day. im very very happy today :))) <3 Wednesday, February 07, 2007 im in a state of unrest, unease and uncertainty... mixed feelings. hope and apprehension. dunno what to think. Tuesday, February 06, 2007 ah, two more days. not to my bday, but to the more impt one :( first the sec1s are gonna be so shocked. im not gonna tell anyone from sec1 man, so maluating! 2nd i think im gonna disappoint everyone... :( as well as myself! practised in class today. it was damn weird, cos it was a shock practice; i wasnt aware i was supposed to practise today. anyway it wasnt very good, in fact worse than my original version and even yesterday. im so dead. i cant get my butt off to do the impt things.... and im still very pissed off at what happens in class EVERYDAY now. ugh. yuck. boo. nvm, shall chen2 jin4 in my feilunhai... at least that keeps me happy. i'll practise later too. Monday, February 05, 2007 its another slacky day... slacking it all away. no tests tomorrow = today can do my own stuff! :D had a very noisy time after sch with june and the journey home. haha. i cant think of anythign to say.... OH YEAH! thanks purity for the bday celebration today :) the cake was fabulous! and happy bday CHERYL! and HARKHUI! you people rockkkk :)) Sunday, February 04, 2007 yes, i memorised my speech :)) i would say today is the most relaxing day i'd ever had yet, haha. woke up in the morning and realised: ITS BEEN ONE WEEK SINCE THE FAHRENHEIT AUTOGRAPH PLUS SINGING SESSION! -SCREAMS- okay thats random... but it felt like so long ago! sec4 life is like that.... went for flute, which is fun! nf went to cut her hair, the result was really alright lah, and she was fretting and fretting. haha. it was very funny. had my desired o-a meesua at ps while she had her.... sweet potato fritters!(now i rmb) searched for presents, process was fun :) and i like the presents i want to give! went back to cp and continued to shop. went to the arcade in the 3rd story.... *hinthint* sent nf home before stoning at sengkang library for more than an hour for my parents to go home. borrowed a book but i doubt i'll read it anyway. attempted to study when i got home, but i got glued to the tv, to superstar. hahaha. i was quite neutral. im forever neutral (except when it comes to fahrenheit). im gonna flunk math tomorrow! and yay, i really dont care. i dont know why. i think im just forsaking math. no determination for math! yuckkkk. its a random long post(so long because im trying to drag doing math homework as long as possible). some stuff are just so true.   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Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code Saturday, February 03, 2007 slacky slacky day. relaxed. i love love love saturdays. made my first porridge in my life, complete with minced meat salted egg and century egg -yums- but it only lasted a meal :( i dont like homework..... :( anyway i found myself subconsciously memorising my lines. haha. tried practising into the mirror and i made two conclusions. 1. i cant device any actions to do. so my hand will be hanging everywhere. 2. i look absolutely retarded :( ugh, ugh, ugh, ugh, ugh, ugh. count the 'ugh's to know how many things are bothering me :( so its a :( day today, seeing how many :(s ended my paragraphs. shall post a joke i showed nf just now. its not bad. Three men were standing in line to get into heaven one day. Apparently it had been a pretty busy day, though, so Peter had to tell the first one, "Heaven's getting pretty close to full today, and I've been asked to admit only people who have had particularly horrible deaths. So what's your story?" So the first man replies: "Well, for a while I've suspected my wife has been cheating on me, so today I came home early to try to catch her red-handed. As I came into my 25th floor apartment, I could tell something was wrong, but all my searching around didn't reveal where this other guy could have been hiding. Finally, I went out to the balcony, and sure enough, there was this man hanging off the railing, 25 floors above ground! By now I was really mad, so I started beating on him and kicking him, but wouldn't you know it, he wouldn't fall off. So finally I went back into my apartment and got a hammer and starting hammering on his fingers. Of course, he couldn't stand that for long, so he let go and fell -- but even after 25 stories, he fell into the bushes, stunned but okay. I couldn't stand it anymore, so I ran into the kitchen, grabbed the fridge and threw it over the edge where it landed on him, killing him instantly. But all the stress and anger got to me, and I had a heart attack and died there on the balcony." "That sounds like a pretty bad day to me," said Peter, and let the man in. The second man comes up and Peter explains to him about heaven being full, and again asks for his story. "It's been a very strange day. You see, I live on the 26th floor of my apartment building, and every morning I do my exercises out on my balcony. Well, this morning I must have slipped or something, because I fell over the edge. But I got lucky, and caught the railing of the balcony on the floor below me. I knew I couldn't hang on for very long, when suddenly this man burst out onto the balcony. I thought for sure I was saved, when he started beating on me and kicking me. I held on the best I could until he ran into the apartment and grabbed a hammer and started pounding on my hands. Finally I just let go, but again I got lucky and fell into the bushes below, stunned but all right. Just when I was thinking I was going to be okay, this refrigerator comes falling out of the sky and crushes me instantly, and now I'm here." Once again, Peter had to concede that that sounded like a pretty horrible death. The third man came to the front of the line, and again Peter explained that heaven was full and asked for his story. "Picture this," says the third man, "I'm hiding inside a refrigerator..." :) Friday, February 02, 2007 recess was great! with weiling yanbing elaine :)) reminiscent.. just with my passing remark, they agreed to escort me to physics spa! ahahaha, and all four of us were shocked when around 20 metres away we saw my classmates sitting in a circle and praying... huahui was fun! finished audition in time to come back for the performances and the games! it was damn exciting :D took so many photos today. some were veh cool, esp the one where huahui sat randomly on chairs and gave the Vsign saying 'zhi1 shi4'(cheese in chinese)! love that picture. attempted to upload it but its stuck, so its on friendster (: things were just left like that. i wont ask. this applies to many things anyway. Thursday, February 01, 2007 two ulcers on my tongue, two on my gum, and three on my lips. i dont know what i did to earn these. 2nd day im irritated with this teacher again. she cant stop picking on me! short lishi meeting, all were present, feel so happy. i suddenly miss the blue and brown desks and chairs in the famlounge last time :( anyway i recognise more juniors now, some not even from 1d or huahui! SS and spa tomorrow, one right before and one right after recess! yanbing will have lots to suffer tomorrow. i think i'll be buried in my spa file while eating. we are living like diamonds without light; shining in nobody's eyes sparkling in the glory of our own lonely lives. light streams in. is there hope? by the time the decision is made all has shattered. emo. just showing that im poetic too (haha yuck) 我TRY TRY以后的未来 我期待 那舞台 我TRY TRY以后的未来 就算失败 我也会不断重来 |
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